I know that I still have friends that always support me when I feel down. But, it's just different. Sometimes I can hear my family's laugh in our dining room, where we are used to eat together, I can picture it when we watched a movie together till we fell a sleep. The word 'together' is making me crazy.
I'm start working just to make my mind busy with my job. Even though I find it doesn't work, because when I'm alone, I become a desperate person, again. I always hope that it's just a dream. Every night I spend my time crying. Alone.
And then, I woke up. Luckily, it's just a dream. A nightmare actually. But I don't know why it feels like real, it's scared me.
Mom, dad, bro, sis, I just wanna say, I love you. much :')
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